assalamualaikum...
aduh...sedih je dengar aku nk delete blog ni..urm...
sebenarnye td pg aku singkap balik post2 n entry2 blog ni..sedih sangat..so,aku ambil keputusan untuk stop berblog di blog yg penuh kenangan ni...suke duke sume terbuku menjadi satu....
sebenarnya aku ade mencreatekan satu blog baru yg identitinya masih dirahsiakan...urm..nnti bile aku dah ready untuk meng expose kan blog ni,korg sume akan tau okay...
so disini aku nak menyusun sepuluh jari memohon maaf andai blog ini ade mengecewakan sesiapa dan terkene batang idung sendri...aku betul2 tak berniat langsung nk mengutuk,terkutuk,dikutuk dan si tua kutuk itu.haha..sape tu?takde sape lah.abaikan..
selamat menjalani ibadah puasa(baru ingat takde post pasal ramadhan pon.hehe...)& selamat hari raya aidilfitri...maaf zahir dan batin...
sedih syiol!!!
arrggghhhhhhhh
assalamualaikum
this is the last post fom yunakiraazman
the door was opened
assalamualaikum
huish...lame sudah aku tak update blog ni.nak cakap BZ tu takde la sangat.cuma tak cukup mase nk curik untuk ke cc...
dalam mase seminggu ni sebenarnye aku berkeadaan jiwa kacau sedikit.sedikit ke?urmm...banyak jugak.aku rindu sangat dengan dia.bayangkanlah kalau kita rindu sangat dengan seseorang tp pakse diri untuk tidak berbuat apa2.contohnya sms,facebook,chatting,jumpe,calling2,email etc.sakit perasaan tu...mungkin sebab tu aku takde desire untuk berfacebook.dah naek sawang sumenye...hari ni baru bersihkan segala sawang2 tu.
semalam aku balik kampung coz duit gaji pon dah masuk.cukup la nk belanjekn mama n adik2,bayar segala keperluan untuk bulan ni even tak dapat gaji penuh pon.Alhamdulillah...aku gerak dari kluang pkul 8.45 n sampai umah kt JB pkul 10.urm..agak laju jugak aku bawak...n satu pengalaman yg aku tak dapat lupekan bile kereta yg aku pandu hampir2 terbabas sebab aku tak nampak simpang sebab keadaan gelap.lagi pon aku tak pernah lalu situ..urghh!naseb baek aku semapt brek kecemasan n mengelak.kalau tak,mungkin aku dah takde...
hari ni aku tak tau ape yg memberi kekuatan untuk aku mesej die...aku cube untuk terima kehilangan die...tgah2 keje mesej die mmg tak dpt nk kawal perasaan then aku masuk toilet balas mesej sambil menangis.urm...tak sangka aku mampu berkorban perasaan untuk die...ya Allah...
malam ni pulak someone ajak aku keluar.ahh!malas giler kau tahu x?mmg malas giler tp aku nk enjoy2 n hepikan diri.so dengan terpakse aku keluar malam ni...penat nk pakse senyum n seolah2 pkai topeng ni.silap2 jadi krem muke aku..hoho...aduyai...takde desire nk dating.adoii....mintak2 die tak jumpe umah aku.hahah.jahat2
ok lah.nak terkencing ni.tak tahannn,..huhuhu...
no matter how u feel today, get up, dress up n show up. pick urself up when u're down, even when it's hard =)
there is only one person who could ever make u happy, and that person is u...
jangan ada benci...
Andainya ada di antara kita nanti
Berubah hala serta janji
Jangan ada benci
Suka dan duka dilalui
Jadikan kenangan di sudut hati
Berubah hala serta janji
Jangan ada benci
Suka dan duka dilalui
Jadikan kenangan di sudut hati
Andainya cita-cita tidak kesampaian
Ikatan murni terputus di pertengahan
Jangan dikesalkan
Jangan lantaran kegagalan
Kita saling berdendam saling bermusuhan
Ungkit-mengungkiti
Sakit-menyakiti
Memusnahkan diri
Kita harus tabah dan bersedia
Cekal hadapi kemungkinan yang tiba
Kadangkala yang berlaku
Di luar kemahuan kau dan aku
i'm weak...
aku rindukan dia....
ya Allah....kau berikanlah aku kekuatan untuk melupakan die ya Allah......
this time a can't hold my tears...
againn :'(((
i really2 miss him
be strong!
assalamualaikum..
hye morning...
fikiran tibe2 terganggu sangat nih.apesal aku still teringat die???shit!
pergilah!GO!
stay away from my mind u damn!!
shit!
saje2...
hye!hehee....
WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: ice blended coklat with pearl(cool blog)
2. Last phone call: saidi..hahaha...mampusss
3. Last text message:beda
4. Last song you listened to: x ingat...
5. Last time you cried: 3 weeks ago(maybe)
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: ya
7. Been cheated on: ya
8. Kissed someone: ya
9. Lost someone special: no!huh...
10. Been depressed: ya
11. Been drunk and threw up: erk?of coz la....NO!
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. green
13. white
14. purpLe
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)
15. Made a new friend: yEs
16. Fallen out of love: yEs
17. Laughed until you cried: yeS
18. Met someone who changed you: yup
19. Found out who your true friends are: yEs
20. Found out someone was talking about you: always there for me...ouhh!
21. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: million!haha..tipu je
22. How many kids do you want to have: 3
23. Do you have any pets: cat,hamster,fish,totoiii...huu..mcm zoo da uma aku.
24. Do you want to change your name: for wat??
25. What did you do for your last birthday: kne tipu!
26. What time did you wake up today: 7.45
27. What were you doing at midnight last night: mesej2 n tertido sampai pg
28. Name something you CANNOT wait for: first salary!!!
29. Last time you saw your Mother: last 2 weeks
30. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: i'm happy with my life now!wtf this question ha??
31. What are you listening to right now:org cine borak2.
32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: yes
33. What's getting on your nerves right now: nk terkencing!haha
34. Most visited webpage: blog n fb
35. What's your real name: yes very real...panjang sgt sampai terlupe
36. Nicknames: yun/akira/yuna/nurul/kakak/tuyun/uyun/akir/kiera...byk siol
37. Relationship Status: it's complicated yo!hahahaha...single2..,acah je
38. Zodiac sign: pisces
39. Male or female:tengah2..wakakakak...perempuan melayu terakhir
40. Elementary School: sksl
41. Middle School: stk
42. High school/college:uitm/seroja/teratai
43. Hair colour: hitam
44. Long or short: not too long,n not too short
45. Height: 160 kot..
46. Do you have a crush on someone: no
47. What do you like about yourself: ade la
48. Piercings:ade
49. Tattoos: haram
50. Righty or lefty:kanan
FIRSTS :
51. First surgery: no
52. First piercing: telinga
53. First best friend: tak hengat
54. First sport you joined: sukan skolah rendah.byk...
55. First vacation: mase tu dlm perut lg
56. First pair of trainers: uh?
RIGHT NOW
57. Eating: no
58. Drinking:no
59. I'm about to: pee!!
60. Listening to:takde....
61. Waiting on: bile nk siapkn bende alah ni
YOUR FUTURE :
62. Want kids:yes.
63. Get Married: hm.yes
64. Career:di segani
WHICH IS BETTER :
65. Lips or eyes: semua
66. Hugs or kisses: both.haha
67. Shorter or taller:taller
68. Older or Younger:matured!haha
69. Romantic or spontaneous: both!
70. Nice stomach or nice arms: both
71. Sensitive or loud: both
72. Hook-up or relationship: single.hahaharrr...suke hati aku la
73. Trouble maker or hesitant: cute.wakakak
HAVE YOU EVER :
74. Kissed a stranger: no
75. Drank hard liquor: no
76. Lost glasses/contacts:ya
77. Sex on first date: no no no
78. Broken someone's heart: someone's broken my heart ade la...
79. Been arrested: no
80. Turned someone down: urm...in the other side yes!
81. Cried when someone died: yes
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
82. Yourself: of coz la..aduyaiii
83. Miracles: for wat???back to it?no no no...
84. Love at first sight: no
85. Heaven: yEs
86. Santa Claus: no
87. Kiss on the first date: giler
88. Angels: kurt angle knal??
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
89. Had more than 1 boyfriend at a time: dulu xnk..tp skrg...pk byk kali untuk setia coz i've been hurt by him last 2 months ago n still suffer...shit
90. Did you sing today:yes
91. Ever cheated on somebody: ya
92. If you could go back in time, how far would you go: baru wat post kt fb..sume pon tanak!huhu...skarang lg bahagia kot...
93. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be:taknak!
94. Are you afraid of falling in love: yes!!!!
95. Posting this as truths : orait
thanx to yana coz bg i curik ini ya!muahhh=)
201!
assalamualaikum...
perghh!!!penat siot...satu hari duk dalam kete je.mendrivekn diri sampai sesat2...
hari ni sabtu,so aku dipakse kerja setengah hari(nak satu hari!!)haha...
balik pkul 1 tu,aku terus ke pasir gudang dlm 30 km dari perling.pastu patah balik ke bukit indah(tambah lagi 30 km)...pastu terus ke tiram(lagi beberapa km).pastu patah balik ke pusat bandaraya(tambah lagi byk2 km)...tu la namenye tersesat di jalan yg benar...jalan dunia...
sebenarnye aku rase oren hari ni.hahahar...(nk terkencing sgt2 ni)mane de toilet kt cc ni..duduk pon terkemut2.hahaharr.tak senonoh btol!=P
tu la,,,org suh balik xnk.(bosan)coz sorg2 kt uma...makcik aku mcm bese la...clubbing kot.huhu...masyaAllah...astagfirullahal'azim....ish3..bertobat lah cu kuu...mcm anak sedare mu ini.hihi...
esok nk balik kampung...rindu ngan mama..balik kejap pon takpe la.asalkn balik jugak...sian die kt uma tu.hmm...
aku rase ade something wrong dgn ape yg aku tengah buat ni...hmmm...ya Allah,Kau berikanlah petunjukMu...amin.
