why i am still thingking of IT(FCUK)

assalamualaikum....the most preferable words to open table..=)

today i'm crying again and again. by the time i think about that. even for others it is not important to thinking of and let it gone taking by the time...taking by the people..for me it was still one of my soul.related for my future.who doesn't love their future?crazy maybe...i donno.

but what i'm thinking about?

i know u are curious to know...

because i am thinking about u,about me, about us...

for what reason i'm thinking about the thing which are still not happen???

for what reason?

because i love u?u think?

because i love myself?this relationship?what do u think?nothing?

yes i know...i don't need your reason.i don't need ur words...i just need ur commitment!

ah i'm gonna be crazy even though i'm an educated people.because he drives me crazy?oh no...people can't be crazy because of people...it waste.WASTE...

but i know i can't!

I CAN'T

that's it...i can't stay far away from u.

today i try to demolish it all but i donno whether it is successfully implemented.and how much long time to out of it.

it's 10:32 pm...i still in this mood without bathing.ouhhh....it's smells comes from others and not me.seriously..i'm still thinking why i think like this.SUCK okay...it's not good.furthermore it's examination week and it's maybe can be a disturbance for me to study..but u know what?ladies is not like a gentlemen...ladies was cool and not HOT tempered like the gentlemen.that's the FACT!that's the FACT!muahahah...

another?women are superwomen...superwomen...orait la.got to go...

get ready to prank my friend,melin for her besday tonite..

heart..pliss get well soon..i am suffering