in my mind is...

sometimes people arguing by themselves on what they think lately. they dun even know of the purposes of their act. it comes by itself and out of control. not all people mean by what they are saying. it so damn difficult to control even others tell u it is wrong. some people might be judge by the positive judgment just because of their proper grooming. we give them a credit for their positive way. as a human,dun even try to enter others life very damn deeply. one day u will suffer by urself alone. u have a friend but once in time u lost it all. again u can't control it!but by the time u feeling worst, some good story will make u as the hero or heroin as well. i really miss a long time ago.when i feel uneasy with the environment and try to go far from it, and i succeed but now when i flashed back the moment,i really miss it damned.when people sometimes doesn't cares about u anymore...not necessarily because of u urself did not try to make the situation better then before but no one understand u is one of the factors. it easy to have people who love and cares for u but difficult to keep it,rite? last word from the author;

• my lappy going happy again
• someone give me money(thanx very2 much!)
• missed my little sister
• fed up with the same thing happen to me lately
• if nobody understand my words above,thats mean my objective achieved
• in my mind is unpredictable
• to be understand by other people is not really important to me because this is my BLOG.
• thank you